What I perceive tells me what I conceive or what I believe . . . which determines what I allow myself to achieve, manifest, create.
I perceive a really beautiful life, living with my daughter, experiencing the closeness I never received, the intimacy i craved and deserved from someone who loves me unconditionally and who i adore back. I see light and joy and beautiful all about me. almost a cavalier approach to life. having fun. being kind. having adventures. leveling up for the adventures.
a gypsy tent is our room and our lamp has 1,2, . . 5 colors, a monkey and a Momo hanging from their feet. There are plants, and the drama of resident cockroaches who are repelled by the wind. it is a microcosm.
There is:
grace
truth
abundance
softness
respect
affection
I realize that all of these things I see in my life can be manifested in another form
in my everyday
for myself
in my exchanges
in resources, food, money, travel access, homes
with the ppl i dig or who dig me
in commerce and relationships with ppl i dig
We are happy. Even our mess is poetic and clearing all the time. paso por paso.
I'm in the middle of doing my budget but I don't have to finish to see that we are super happy and healthy. Loving each other and having a honey moon experience with life, ourselves and one another.
I mentioned to Makena that I realize that we are both manifesting the beautiful in our lives together. It is not just M. It is all of us. I was thinking that it was just Makena but I am just as much a part of it as she is. We all feel to be doing it together. Buying the bike was beautiful, the guy Paul seemed really pleased with his bike and where it was going. It was really sweet. He was happy to be a part of our bike experience. And Dr. Ezzo seemed pleased with Makena. I felt the distance with myself and the medical people and realize that I had a wall up. I entered joylessly, prepared to share little to nothing of myself, and received only the slightest warmth and returned it only deep within in some place.
I perceive a really beautiful life, living with my daughter, experiencing the closeness I never received, the intimacy i craved and deserved from someone who loves me unconditionally and who i adore back. I see light and joy and beautiful all about me. almost a cavalier approach to life. having fun. being kind. having adventures. leveling up for the adventures.
a gypsy tent is our room and our lamp has 1,2, . . 5 colors, a monkey and a Momo hanging from their feet. There are plants, and the drama of resident cockroaches who are repelled by the wind. it is a microcosm.
There is:
grace
truth
abundance
softness
respect
affection
I realize that all of these things I see in my life can be manifested in another form
in my everyday
for myself
in my exchanges
in resources, food, money, travel access, homes
with the ppl i dig or who dig me
in commerce and relationships with ppl i dig
We are happy. Even our mess is poetic and clearing all the time. paso por paso.
I'm in the middle of doing my budget but I don't have to finish to see that we are super happy and healthy. Loving each other and having a honey moon experience with life, ourselves and one another.
I mentioned to Makena that I realize that we are both manifesting the beautiful in our lives together. It is not just M. It is all of us. I was thinking that it was just Makena but I am just as much a part of it as she is. We all feel to be doing it together. Buying the bike was beautiful, the guy Paul seemed really pleased with his bike and where it was going. It was really sweet. He was happy to be a part of our bike experience. And Dr. Ezzo seemed pleased with Makena. I felt the distance with myself and the medical people and realize that I had a wall up. I entered joylessly, prepared to share little to nothing of myself, and received only the slightest warmth and returned it only deep within in some place.
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